“I’m not a human if you say I’m not
I’m not a human if my engines lock
And this motor that you call my heart
Is another machine that won’t stop…”

“Grief reunites you with what you’ve lost. It’s a merging; you go with the loved thing or person that’s going away. You follow it a far as you can go.
But finally,the grief goes away and you phase back into the world. Without him.
And you can accept that. What the hell choice is there? You cry, you continue to cry, because you don’t ever completely come back from where you went with him – a fragment broken off your pulsing, pumping heart is there still. A cut that never heals.
And if, when it happens to you over and over again in life, too much of your heart does finally go away, then you can’t feel grief any more. And then you yourself are ready to die. You’ll walk up the inclined ladder and someone else will remain behind grieving for you.”
Philip K. Dick, Flow My Tears, the Policeman Said

I don’t know is it normal to grief for someone who is not dead, but maybe missing someone is like they died a little in your heart?!


Hi, there.

As you probably know, Co-Op has new event every month with different theme. This month, from July 7th-21th, The Nexus sails in SL and I couldn’t be more happier, cause so far I liked it the most. Check the sim, it’s amazing for photos, but probably you won’t resist to have shopping spree and make yourself happy with new items from different designers.
That’s all from me for today, will be busy with hopital visits these days. :(


WEARING: (note: Foresight – Bionic Eyes are mesh eyes that are scripted to be a fun gadget and give you information about the world around you. It’s really cool, try it out!)

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